As I Shit

As I shit I often sit and wonder why
My bones are broken down oh so tired
And my eyes will bleed out but never cry
My heart beats slower for I am expired
I laugh hard even as I hurt within the strain
Heavily pushing but still no nuggets or pearls
I live for the moment and leave no stains
Young. broken and lost within the mighty swirl
Be glorious with our small amount of time
And blame no one for the crime you wrought
Free yourself from hate and open your mind
Lastly remember shit or get off the pot

An American Warlock's Jest

Meth infused capillaries fuel my beating chest
They flip the electric switch but I did not cower
I defy gravity and scream in agony,I am the jest
Electricity and meth fuse and I become a power
The rusted springs and chains let loose and bust
With my second chance I rip the wings from the fly
And I kill the flea with one well aimed knife thrust
I stomp them down with my boots and look to the sky
As I give the enchantment I reach for my bag of dust
I take pleasure in the ritual as I give fire to the spoon
I corrupt thy dreams but my enemies will not awake 
Till morning comes it is thy dreams that I shall take 
And I will leave in place this hellish dark nightmare
 But rest in peace my enemy until after you are scared

With the spell complete I become a drain to your drip

But as the room turns dark I see the shadowed hands

If enemies of mine they shall turn to dust within my grip

As they take me I realize I am but a grain of sand 
They have my spoon and wand but I am a man driven
Beyond a little life of fact, fiction or illusions
And they are late for in this hour a victor has risen
I am he who is to devour you and your petty delusions

Shadowed Hell

Somewhere under the starry night
Shadows move like deaths blight
Deviously fast and unseen by most
Sometimes they can get too close
With ghastly claws they reach out
And scratch at my wits as I shout
But the sinister glimmers fade away
Just in time for the birth of a new day

Loves Clutch

My soul catches fire within her touch
She is the one good choice I ever made
I was snared by deaths lonely clutch
She took the oath and never betrayed
Death was consumed and I am in tears
For I am still alive and greatly in love
With a wild eyed vixen who holds my prayers

The Tree of Me

Life is young and I am the small seed
But I can grow into a mighty oak tree
That shows mercy and love in my deeds
Will my fruits of labor feed others for free
Life is hard and I am a little leafy bud
But can my roots grow deep and strong

The Love of a Woman

Why must I feel this way
Can u make the pain go away
I just want one peace filled day
I am lost and alone in the sway
I can't give anymore of my heart
And today I want to come apart
But my wife's love is glorious art
And each morn I receive a fresh start

U with the Voice and Me without a Kiss

Love has blissfully fell upon my ear
As words dripped from her lips to lust
Eyes wander to and fro for the sincere
Lovers that never meet is most unjust

The Infinite Humanity of Man

I reach out for the glory of a saint
But my wings are stained and torn
I could be a holy man if I had restraint
But alas my soul is tainted and worn
It seems I fall into empty temptations
Where evil is inflicted upon my mind
My good heart is lost in translation
Innocence is a trait held by the blind
I could hold out for the love of hope
If only I could remember how to sing
Can time teach me what it is to cope
Or maybe I could buy cleaner wings

Father Where have ya Been

Father where have ya been
As the darkness crawls over me
Your light could of cured my sin
But ya never heard my pleas

You don't have to lie to me
The little lie within the liar is thee
Go ahead and try to lie to me
I lie no more for I am free

A thousand hands wash over me
I laugh as I become a disease
I look in the mirror and finally see
That you and me will never be


You don't have to lie to me
The little lie within the liar is thee
Go ahead and try to lie to me
I lie no more for I am free


I smile through the beautiful lies
But live within the crooked grin
Blue skies reveal tear less eyes
And a life of pain cradled within


You don't have to lie to me
The little lie within the liar is thee
Go ahead and try to lie to me
I lie no more for I am free

I'm a child that's been beat down
I'm the man who got kicked around
I've been hit and I've been laid out
But I'm still here and dying to shout


You don't have to lie to me
The little lie within the liar is thee
Go ahead and try to lie to me
I lie no more for I am not free

Never say Goodbye to the Blues

Well it's sure nuff a beautiful rain
All along my damned dirty grey
And the bright sun just came to stain
The dreariness of my downed day
Ya know that's when I come to life
I pray and dance in the great water
To wash away all of today's strife
Until the sun brings back the slaughter