Our universes parallel and we are the same
Why are we able to speak to one another
Where may I hope to place this ungodly blame
You call it a gift but it is my horrible curse brother
And there are days when I wish I could fly
But then again, you already knew that about me
Heroes like the two of us can live but never die
Don't you see my good friend I long to be free
The connection we share should be rent in twain
Our worlds are safe and you still have the joy of her
I'm losing my mind and your love is my pain
That dreadful day is a memory that never blurs
You got to keep yours but my love is just thought
And when you talk to yours, I can hear her voice
That beautiful parallel sound of hers is all I've got
This should not be yours alone, its our choice
And yes I know, one day we may be needed again
But when you kiss her, I can taste my loves lips
I am held a prisoner of fates lonely desperate chains
In 20 days those chains will break at the total eclipse
You may know me no better than I know you
But we have both wished that we could soar so very high
And on the day of our death we shall see a glorious view
To end this, one of us must fall but both shall die
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Saturday, September 22, 2012
A Marine's Tale of Courage
There are those that choose to live and die
And most of them are lost in a long story
Without ever asking the question.....why
They just tow the line, real men of glory
That protect the innocent from the unkind
They do not do this job for fortune or fame
Its done for the oath and their peace of mind
For God, family and my country they exclaim
And to the naysayers they reply, soldier up
Become a tried gear in the green machine
Bleed war and drink greedily from deaths cup
Stand tall and proudly proclaim, I'm a Marine
And most of them are lost in a long story
Without ever asking the question.....why
They just tow the line, real men of glory
That protect the innocent from the unkind
They do not do this job for fortune or fame
Its done for the oath and their peace of mind
For God, family and my country they exclaim
And to the naysayers they reply, soldier up
Become a tried gear in the green machine
Bleed war and drink greedily from deaths cup
Stand tall and proudly proclaim, I'm a Marine
Wired Zombie
I slowly awake with the memories of you
Desperately I hide my eyes from the light
But still I am unable to shake off the blues
I have been purified through the ancient rites
And as I stand up to dust off the old dreams
I feel eyes searching for hope within my soul
I see you there but I can't hear your screams
There was a time when I had total control
But now I live and breathe to please another
My death shrouds are saturated in torment
The flames of his desire can't be smothered
Creeping and stalking without natures consent
I belong in the cold ground but still I stand
I am the undead blight of another mans will
I smell blood and await my masters command
As my mind slips away I realize, tonight I will kill
Desperately I hide my eyes from the light
But still I am unable to shake off the blues
I have been purified through the ancient rites
And as I stand up to dust off the old dreams
I feel eyes searching for hope within my soul
I see you there but I can't hear your screams
There was a time when I had total control
But now I live and breathe to please another
My death shrouds are saturated in torment
The flames of his desire can't be smothered
Creeping and stalking without natures consent
I belong in the cold ground but still I stand
I am the undead blight of another mans will
I smell blood and await my masters command
As my mind slips away I realize, tonight I will kill
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Will Chapter 2 Verse 1
Boy, clean your filthy, dirty room
Or I shall lose my frigging temper
You know how to clean I presume
No, all you can do is sob and whimper
I suppose its why your family left you
It's because you are a dirty sissy boy
You may be smart and that will do
For I will pull your strings my little toy
I'm small and afraid but I am also smart
And yes I am alone but never lost
I will find some way into her heart
I will make it here no matter the cost
Or I shall lose my frigging temper
You know how to clean I presume
No, all you can do is sob and whimper
I suppose its why your family left you
It's because you are a dirty sissy boy
You may be smart and that will do
For I will pull your strings my little toy
I'm small and afraid but I am also smart
And yes I am alone but never lost
I will find some way into her heart
I will make it here no matter the cost
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Will Chapter 1 Verse 5
Its night time and I am ready to sleep
I fall upon my knees and I thank God
For the pictures that they let me keep
I'm sorry Father I'm just a bit flawed
I've been put out here on my own
Left to walk the road without a soul
No one knows where love has gone
And I often wonder will I ever be whole
I am sorry Father for only thinking of me
But why did my family leave me here
Stand my son and let these problems be
Stop your weeping and lose your fear
You are compassionate, loving and kind
Your family loves you but are lost as well
And everyone just needs time to unwind
So close your eyes and let your love swell
I am living in a boarding home without care
Its hard to except the truth at the age of ten
I feel so angry, alone and always scared
But Lord I trust you, In Jesus name Amen
I fall upon my knees and I thank God
For the pictures that they let me keep
I'm sorry Father I'm just a bit flawed
I've been put out here on my own
Left to walk the road without a soul
No one knows where love has gone
And I often wonder will I ever be whole
I am sorry Father for only thinking of me
But why did my family leave me here
Stand my son and let these problems be
Stop your weeping and lose your fear
You are compassionate, loving and kind
Your family loves you but are lost as well
And everyone just needs time to unwind
So close your eyes and let your love swell
I am living in a boarding home without care
Its hard to except the truth at the age of ten
I feel so angry, alone and always scared
But Lord I trust you, In Jesus name Amen
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Will Chapter 1 Verse 4
I wake to find my tender heart still beating
My young body cannot, no will not move
Fear creeps in fast and I feel like retreating
But I will not because I have something to prove
Time trickles down to a mind numbing crawl
And as I struggle to pry open my tired eyes
I realize I am just a child, weak and small
Cold fingers twitch but still I cannot rise
My skin awakens with the sound of a voice
That moves across me like a horde of flies
Strange words fall on deaf ears for I have a choice
The hatred of it drips onto me like unkind lies
I scream aloud but no one can hear my pleas
My eyes flutter open and I can finally see
But the icy denial causes my blood to freeze
The voice chants and there is nowhere to flee
Memories pierce the soul with quite trickery
And my young mind is shocked and reeling
I'm lost in transient thoughts of love and misery
All while I lose my gracious sense of feeling
People from the past and the present, all mourners
I call out to them but sound does not escape my lips
As darkness creeps towards me from every corner
Fear claws at my inner core with a desperate grip
With all the will I can summon I call out a name
Lord help me, release me from this evil sight
Instantly the weight was removed from my delicate frame
The day was mine but was I able to comprehend this new light
My young body cannot, no will not move
Fear creeps in fast and I feel like retreating
But I will not because I have something to prove
Time trickles down to a mind numbing crawl
And as I struggle to pry open my tired eyes
I realize I am just a child, weak and small
Cold fingers twitch but still I cannot rise
My skin awakens with the sound of a voice
That moves across me like a horde of flies
Strange words fall on deaf ears for I have a choice
The hatred of it drips onto me like unkind lies
I scream aloud but no one can hear my pleas
My eyes flutter open and I can finally see
But the icy denial causes my blood to freeze
The voice chants and there is nowhere to flee
Memories pierce the soul with quite trickery
And my young mind is shocked and reeling
I'm lost in transient thoughts of love and misery
All while I lose my gracious sense of feeling
People from the past and the present, all mourners
I call out to them but sound does not escape my lips
As darkness creeps towards me from every corner
Fear claws at my inner core with a desperate grip
With all the will I can summon I call out a name
Lord help me, release me from this evil sight
Instantly the weight was removed from my delicate frame
The day was mine but was I able to comprehend this new light
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